The young man and girl described by me are my ancestors who lived in the 20th century. I don’t know which line. All the questions I asked my grandmothers had no answers. They told me they didn’t know anything. They weren’t told themselves. That in their families, as in many others, it was forbidden to talk about their roots. This was due to the revolution and the war where the «reds» fought against the «whites».
Trouble has come to my ancestral home. The young man had a choice, either he goes over to the side of the Reds or death. Not only his death, but also the death of his little sister. He chose to survive for himself and his sister.
I can’t judge him for that. I would have chosen life too. The fact is that, like many others, he swore an oath to the Emperor and the Russian Empire. To serve and protect. An oath is an oath; if you don’t keep your oath, you will be damned. And not only you but your whole family. My ancestor, who went over to the «red» side, did not keep his oath. All of my blood ancestors and male relatives paid the price. I was able to learn about at least six mysterious deaths among my great-grandfathers and great-uncles. The last person who was touched by our family curse before I could lift it was my uncle. The curse began to fade on him, probably because I was able remove it without the help of teachers. My uncle lived longer than a steel-damned man, but he did not live to see fifty. He was in his forties when he was imprisoned for a crime he didn’t commit and died in prison.
To lift a vow from one’s soul or a general curse, one must possess a resolute will and knowledge of the proper course of action.
The spirit of Adasp can assist in the removal of the vow. It will extract the vow from one’s soul and consume it, in exchange for which one must offer the most cherished and precious gold jewellery, and, of course, the written vow must be burned.
Every household has its own secrets. Some conceal them, while others reveal them, in the hope that the lessons of the past may benefit those living in the present.
Energetic vampirism.
I’ll light a candle for each of the Gods.
I will ask every God for something.
Fortune has abundance and an easy fate.
At Jupiter, my pleas are directed to power.
The Taurus of gold has no account of money.
Dark Demons Have Eternal Knowledge.
And I will find protection from the Archangels of the Lord.
And I’ll pour some milk for Mei Kun’s kittens.
For luck, for success, for Strength and perseverance.
In the hour of unshakable miracles,
I’ll get everything I want.
It’s a heartwarming topic that I can’t ignore. It is very common and always ends badly. An energy vampire is a person who cannot regenerate energy within themselves, and is forced to steal it from others. The concept of theft is a very conventional term. When stealing, a vampire sucks energy out of a person through their whining, leading the person to emotions such as anger, fear, and pity. I am familiar with energy vampirism firsthand. My grandmother lived off my mother’s energy and resources, and then off my own energy when my mother «covered the feeder.» My grandmother raised me as her own contribution, or as her personal pension fund, taking care of me and feeding me so that I didn’t die. I was ill all through my childhood and adolescence, my condition was semi-faint, I was very thin and frail, and could be described as weak.
«Only my eyes stick out,» my vampire grandmother said, rubbing her hands.
Parents have tremendous power over their children. This power is written into the genes and into the mentality of the child. For this reason, my mother couldn’t handle my grandmother.